the following is a formspring question answered by my wise friend sophie. i feel like i would answer with the same (if i was as eloquent with language).
Do you have a crush on anyone at the moment?
always. but it's like the old cliche of a broken record, except this one is playing the first my chemical romance album. you really liked it at the time, and there are some really good things about it... but you know it's not good, and everyone around you keeps telling you how bad it is, but you just keep going back to it. and then you try and put that part of your life behind you, but you can't because everything else just grew off that and you just will never, ever escape that. and any time you try and start new(ish) you can't because that album is always there to make a person even more awkward and uncomfortable.